Monday, 23 February 2015

Alwayswrite :)

Do you feel that, that little tugging feeling or the sensation in your heart.
you are not sure of what but something is pulling you to change.
Not the confess-your-sins-you-sinners sensation, but something more obvious  that threatens you to take the life.
It is to shift your directions, embrace your calling and finally do what you are put here for.
WRITE.

I sometimes feel the idea inside me. I sense the thought which is straining and trying to release out of me.
I know that my job is to set them free, flying in the air or gushing it out of my mind like a cannon in the sky.
But i am afraid.

Afraid of what? Afraid of the concerned , disapproving looks your friends will give when you tell them that you want to give it all up
to write for the living. I am afraid of not having enough money or food, of the power being cut off,of watching the family shivering and hungry.
all because of the ';selfishness'
AM AFRAID THAT I AM WRONG ABOUT MYSELF.

Maybe that tugging sensation that i feel is just an illusion. maybe my ideas are crap.
maybe i am just a fool with the delusions of granduer, and the whole thought of becoming a writer is just that, a fantasy.

In my opinion one of the greatest tragedies is how many of us use our profession as an excuse to never pursue our dreams.
sure, we know it is killing us, but we look at the other things that keep us busy and focused toward the most material things,
and then we think we are responsible.
but that is actually a perversion and not the responsibilty.

Responsible is taking the gift god gave us and doing something with it.

Responsible is finally publishing the writeup, the blog or the screenplay or something that is in your mind and displaying it to the world.
All you require is guts that arises from the bottom of your belly.

Responsible is not just telling and encouraging our kids to pursue their dreams but to pursue your own too.

we were put here to write. Our families, beloveds love to see us write.
The one we think about when we pen our thoughts is glad when we write.
The world out there is waiting for our thoughts to reach them.
SO, WRITE..!

Extremely blessed


Not everyone is as blessed as i am

I have found someone with whom i can share my tears, my laughs, my deepest secrets and everythig in between.
Words cant begin to describe how you make me feel.
I feel safe in your arms, i know you will always be around to protect me.
It is impossible to imagine what my life would be without yu

even though we may joke around a lot and though we might not express our love directly
I know that even during our hard times, our fights andperiods when we dont see each other, your lve is present in many other ways.

i thank God everyday for bringing us together for the wayyu love me
for enlightening my life
for the joy given in my life
for everyday that i get to spend wih yu
Because everyday is one more day that i can fall in ove with you.

I am truly blessed to have yu in my life